So... I have this weird thing, that I like to stare at (handsome) sleeping men
I thought it's very secret but apparently I'm not the only person in the world... (meh)
It's not really sexual, I can't explain it. Some guys are crazy about feet, I don't understand that. Some women love blue-eyed blonds, I can understand that... I've read a few articles on Cracked.com (seriously read that website, if you haven't heard about it yet!) about sex and fetishes and I obtained knowledge that there are even people who like to watch a woman having sex with a doll 0.o
I read some serious articles about fetishes, but I feel to lazy to read even more and get some kind of deeper explanation on that matter. Especially that this field is not really deeply examined. I even checked what my "fetish" is supposed to mean and I didin't like it at all.
And the best thing is, it's not about sex, it's just slightly erotic, it's more like an esthetic experience. Yeah, because I'm a kind of an artist I guess? A fine man, a work of art. No wonder I stare
I stare at moving men too, especially, shirtless men.
And I've been having problems to write anything else than fanfics lately... many of my fanfics has that "uncoscious men" thing in it. Self indulgence of the highest level
No one will write a story that would fullfill all my needs. I'm extremely picky with what I read... this is one of the reasons I write, because most of stories are awful, boring or just plain stupid....
Maybe I'll stare at my boyfriend in the morning... if he sleeps late, hahahaMAHAHAHAHA MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
...But most of peoples won't read only about sleeping man, I need to add a whole lot of exciting, awesome, dramatic, funny story around it! works like a charm!